The Day to grow~

Well, till this day , I don't know the direction anymore.... I lost the confidence , I lost my passion , I lost the job that I admired... I just don't know what to do right now... I got a way, but if i go through that way , which I change my path way, I might lose someone that I love. I dont want to lost her , but in the same time , I would like to change my direction... well , there is not support...and im alone in this... Change my job path... FML~